Sesuatu yang sgt menyakitkan berlaku kebelakangan ini...

Dalam keadaan yang sgt x best nih...(kepala pening + fikiran mcm cakar ayam + lapar + sedih ++++..) dengan dugaan yang sgt hebat dr Allah...hati sgt sedih dan rase mcm nak nangis kuat2 jer skrg nih....tibe2 teringat kat my dad...miss him soooooo much....damn...terus tekan no fon die... (bkn time hepy x ingat taw...tp time sedih x de org nak share)...then lega bl dgr suare die jawab fon...coz he live alone at my kampung...sgt risau okkay...my brother de ajak die duk skali tp die x nak...die kate sayang nak tinggalkan rumah kat kampung, byk kenangan ngan my late mom...so lovely...ade lg ke husband n wife mcm ni now a days?? klu ade alhamdulillah....hope en.hubby pun cam nih...hehehe....dan rase hati sgt hepy smpi nak nangis bl dapat borak2 ngan die... (i mmg sgt touching okay wen come to tis topic)....hehehe...teringat pulak, since dah kawin ngan en.hubby ni mmg jarang sgt dpt jenguk die...tp i understand en.hubby sgt bz wt his business...cari mkn untuk menyara family...tat his responsibility so i hv to understand....tat why i slalu call my dad...org kate klu x dpt balik jenguk pun at least give a call kan...tats wat i did to show him tat i love n miss n remember him alwaz...org kate lg, sayangi lah ibu bapa selagi mereka berade di depan mate kite dan sblm kt menutup mate...(smue yg org kate tu betul...hehehe) i cume ade peluang utk sayang n balas jasa my dad right now...so, i x kan sia2 kan peluang nih...my mom pulak passed away wen i was 12 years old...so, i mmg x sempat nak wat ape2 pun for her...but it's ok, there's still have another way kan...doa...tats the best...i really2 miss both of them...sgt beruntung u all out there yg still ade both parents...mom n dad...appreciate them as much as u all can...alwaz remember, without them we're nothing...n alwaz make them happy okkay... :-)...gtg..c u all in next entry...bai...take care...